In a Place...

What do you do when you feel like you are in a place where a clear decision can not be made or a place where you have no idea what your next move can be made? Well that's the place I'm at right now. There are so many options that are being presented to me, but I have no idea which path I will take. I feel like so many things are tugging at my heart, my mind, and my body all at the same time and its putting me in a place that I don't want to be. I once heard that when you have to go to someone for advice you've already made your decision, you just are looking for validation of your choice... I haven't gone to anyone for advice, because my decisions haven't been made... I want to take a chance and move out of state to start a new life, but I feel obligated to stay here in Minnesota to help my family. I want to move to Chicago, but I keep questioning if it will be the best decision for me... I don't want to leave and end up coming back... There is one reason I would like to move there, that most would say is crazy, but that is NOT the ONLY reason of me wanting to move. I just feel like Minnesota is inconsistent with the things I want to do and have, but I'm so used to the environment here. I'm so "comfortable" with everything here. A part of me does not want to leave because of the person in me that wants to take care and fix everything here in Minnesota... I know I can't fix everything and I'm no superman. I can't save everybody, hell I barely can save myself from certain things. I'm 23 years old and I guess this is just a point in my life where I want so much for myself that I don't know where to start. But I guess this is also a point where I need to start making decisions and sticking with them... Learning from them... Applying the lessons from each mistake and triumph and applying them to the next phase of my life accordingly. I know this post is a bit everywhere, but in the place my mind, body, and heart is at I can't help but to be everywhere. I'll figure it out soon though. :-) Peace, Love, And Soul Food ya'll.